Well, looks like I have to take another small break from here. I had been gone for a couple days already, but new shit came up. Iv'e been on for about 15 minutes today looking for cosplay ideas and adding some new favorites. I probably won't be updating anything (not that I do much of that anyways ^^") or even writing for a while. In a few days, hopefully, I'll have several new stories and a few requests done. I'll also post a lot of pictures of the anime convention I'm going to in a couple days (Sakura-Con). I think that's all I'm gonna say for now. I'll check my notifications later.

Bye~!

~Shea

I NEED TO KNOW QUICK!
Okay, so, I'm going to an anime convention (Sakura-Con) on April 19, and I need to know what I should do!! I have already ordered my Prussia cosplay from a very nice lady from China, but there's one dilemma: Fem!Prussia wig or normal Prussia wig???
The cosplay is normal Prussia, but I've been debating with myself over what wig to get. 
PLEASE HELP ME SOON! 

Okay, so, I'm pretty sure dA is letting me update again without spazzing out. Which means...my requests are gonna be uploaded~! Not that I have many watchers or requests anyways, but I do have a few. However, They are lost and trying to be recovered yet again, and I don't wanna have to re-do them all. I have all the drawing one's done, but they might take a lot longer to upload because, like I said, I lost them...again. I also have one fanfiction request, that one is almost done. I don't watch Durarara, which is a big part of the fanfiction crossover request, so it's a little difficult for me to write. The characters will probably be so OOC that it sucks a lot!

Also! I am currently in the middle of a few fanfictions. Some have been posted on other accounts, and some are still witing to be published. Here's pretty much the description of the three main one's I'm working on:

Pirate!England x Tomboy!Reader - I'm NOT Doing That!
    I got this idea when I wanted to start writing books again. I was thinking that I could start it as a Hetalia fanfiction to see what people think of it, so I just changed some of the characters a bit to match the Hetalia characters it's about. I really like this one a lot! Basically, there's this girl who was mistaken for Pirate!Spain (long story but you'll see how if you read it) and taken by Pirate!England. The majority of the story, Pirate!England will think she's a boy, not like the other ones where he finds out right away and they fall in love in stupid cliche ways. I hate Mary-Sues like that. Just think of the movie "She's The Man". The main guy doesn't find out who she is until, like, the end.

Prussia x Reader - Prussia's Pet
    This was inspired by a dream I had one night. Basically, I had another dream about Hetalia and somehow a female country (can't remember who) ended up as "Prussia's pet". They fought a lot and never got along, confusing stuff happened, and they both got suspended from school. Somehow, she ended up becoming his "pet" when she said something about not being treated like a dog Pretty much he just took her with him to annoy her, but after a LONG time, they grow on each other. Again, it might take  while. I hate it when they fall in love or start liking each other too fast. I guarantee it won't be like that. I will slowly happen like it wouldin real life, not cheesy fafiction. It sounds really weird but if you read it it will make sense.

Prussia x Tomboy!Reader - No Girls? No Problem!
    Again, this is based off a dream. However, the other day I was watching "She's The Man" for the first time, and I noticed how similar my story is to that movie. I didn't try to do that, I swear! All similarities are completely coincidental. I actually started   writing this before I read a buttload of Hetalia fanfiction, so I came up with this idea myself, even though I have read some similar fanfictions on here. (One is called Prussia x Crossdresser!Reader - Best Damn Thing...read it, it's AWESOME and so much better than anything I could write by . She's and awesome and a really nice and talented person, especially in writing and drawing~!) Yeah, so in this one, there's this girl who loves baseball, but because everyone thinks girls can't play baseball, especially team captain Gilbert Beilschmidt (Prussia), there is no girls team, so she has to pretend to be a boy. Yet again, I am trying to make her un-Mary-Sue, so no, Prussia will not be like, "Oh, he's so cute~! Wait, no, I can't like him, can I?" BECAUSE THAT'S JUST STUPID! NO ONE DOES THAT!! Anyways...yeah....

I'm hoping to have the first one uploaded this Spring Break, but I won't upload anything until at least three chapters are done, and I'm partly through the third one. The others are a little farther behind, Anyways, please look forward to those~! 

If there are any typos or thing that don't make sense here, I'm roo lazy to correct it.

Ciao~!

~Shea

I just finished playing HetaOni...finally. I hate my life.

Okay, so, my last journal about how freaking hard HetaOni was those first couple chapters should be ignored. All I had to do was lock. The. Fruking. Door. FML. Anyways, after I was able to get past that part, the game got even more depressing. Spoilers Ahead!

To sum it up, picture Doctor Who, The Walking Dead, and freaking Hetalia all in one! All this Wibbly-Wobbley Timey-Wimey stuff happens, someone dies every chapter, and they are all Hetalia characters. Spain shows up, Romano goes all, "I'm Italy too, dammit!" Belarus is all "Oh my god Brother I found you!!!!" and Russia's all like, "GTFO!" Ukrain be like, "BOING BOING BOING!" Liechtenstein is all, "OMG Switzerland gave me a gun!" Switzerland be all like, "OMG I just gave Liechtenstein a gun!" "Hungary's all, "Imma kick some serious ass!" and Austria's all like, "I don't know where I'm going!" Korea be like, "Freaking judo-flip dat shit!" Italy's all, "Fruk yea!h Imma escape...wait I just died. Holy shit is that the fruking Holy Roman Empire?!" Holy Roman Empire be like, "I'm a big boy now~!" "Germany be like, "ITALY!!!!!!" Japan be like, "ITALY!!!" Prussia be like, "ITALYYYYYYYYY!" America's all, "Shit England you're blind!" England's all, "Shit America I'm blind." "Steve be like, "Ya'll just mad cuz you dead, bitches!!!" Lithuania's all, "Poland, Russia's here!" Poland be like, "WE should, like, totally make the enemy WICKED HIPSTER PINK BIOTCH!" And every character shows up or is mentioned. Like the Nordics, Baltics,  and even 2P!Germany is mentioned. They all chose their human names and Italy is like, "Wait, Germany you were Lutz right?" and Prussia be like, "That makes him sound like a completely different person!"

Wow that was tiring to write. And as much fun as it sounds, I say this in all honestly, I had to be insane to play it. The part where England goes blind...I admit, I cried. And I don't ever really cry. Sure, I'll say "Oh my glob I cried so freaking hard!!!" and stuff, but I never actually mean it. In fact I haven't actually cried in years. But...I did lightly cry here. It is honestly making me emotionally unstable. Like, in class I'l randomly be thinking about Hetalia crap and my mind will wonder to HetaOni and I get all emotional for the rest of the day. AND THAT IS NOT LIKE ME! Yeah...so anyways, don't play this game unless you are willing to risk your sanity. Really...don't. It's still a good game though! Just...be prepared for emotional crap and stuff and crappy stuff and stuff that is crap and crap that turns out to be other stuff and stuff.

Oh, and for those of you who read my last journal, I went back and read it and I noticed that I had mentioned something about not being "100% sober" . . . I mean't like when you're really really tired and you don't even know what you're saying, not like when you're drunk _{not that I would know or anything}

Yup, that's it! Mind my language, by the way. I just went all Hetalia-Rage and almost broke my brother's face for laughing when he saw what happened to England's eyesight, who uses freaking Expecto Petronum by the way! Harry Potter, get on England's level! Seriously, England would pwn him.

~Shea

First of all, for those of you Italians who might be insulted by the title...it was a Hetalia reference, seriously people! Anyways~! These are some of the highlights (and sad parts) of the game in my opinion.

My little brother, a fruking computer hacking genius thing (I suck with computers) was able to download the full english vesion of HetaOni. I loved the game! I've played over 20 demos of other fan-made games, most of which were Hetalian, and it is as good as they say it is! IUt was really confusing and difficult at times, but I made it through...only to get a really bad endind, probably the worst one you can get. Read on if you want spoilers from this awesome game~!

I think one thing I did wrong was look at a certain magazine with Italy and Japan. I know that  in RPG games, you have things like good points and bad points. Your ending depends on the type of points you get for each person (Example: In Ib, if you get Gary good points you get a good ending with him called "Promise of Reunion", and bad points make Mary your sister and is called "Together Forever"). If you enter the room that has seven rows of books, I forgot when, if you go to the top right corner, behind the bookshelf is, to put it simple, a Japanese porn magazine thing. A piece of paper falls out while Japan reads it, and Italy sees it. Right away my RPG "You did the wrong thing!" senses went off. The picture...a naked woman. Japan tells Italy that if he ever tells anyone he saw that, he'd "never be able to eat salad again."

Anyways, confusing stuff happens and the Allies show up. Canada is actually made translucent. The Allies split up, and I'
m going to say this right now: America, France, and Prussia, who came with the Axis, are never seen again if you get this ending!! You hear America and Prussia die, but France just disappears. So, the rest of them get attacked by the giant naked alien baby thing that resembles Tony when suddenly, A WILD JAPAN APPEARS!! Japan uses badass katana! It's super effective! _{Sorry I had to...} The alien disappears,and Russia says how he looks like Canadia when he does that! Poor...uh...who were we talking about again? 

These next few things, I swear are true! There was a meeting in the safe room on the second floor and it went to a shot of a few people. At first I was like, "Hey America is back! Oh...wait...that's Canada..." Again, I did NOT do that on purpose! The second time was when I was looking around the room, and I went, "Where did Canada go? Oh...wait...he's...okay wow...great job Shea..."

Now, for the ending...Italy starts acting a bit strange, starting when they have their chance to escape, yet he says "...but...": and the wind closes the door. Then, when they figure out the piano code, Italy stays behind and talks about how he thought he hadn't made any mistakes, but maybe he gave them too many hints. I nearly cried. That Italian shit! After that he catches up with the rest of them and Italy, Germany, and Japan walk into this room with a key. This is how I know I got the bad ending...I got the key...I turned around...I began to walk out...the Alien thing showed up...Germany hugged Italy (Awwwww~! GerIta exists~!)...Italy goes on about making no mistakes and how he had done it wrong...then a picture of Italy, Germany, and Japan...all bloodied up on the floor...

And so...I cried like an Italian...

The End because I think I hear that alien thing coming after me now. I don't have much time left. I really should try to  escape now...okay, it's late and I'm tired and I just went cosmic bowling and I got really pissed off so this probably doesn't even make much sense because I'm in that state of confusion where you're not sure if you're 100% sober or not so I'm not even going to edit this I'm just gonna post it and see where this goes...yeah.... I'll probable come back to this tomorrow and think of how much of an idiot I am right now for writning this. I sould stop talking...shut up! I'm using "..." too much aren't I? I'll probably keep this how it is or now and come back in the morning to edit.

Goodnight. Holy Roman Empire it's only 12:19??? Wow I must've had a really rough night. Ya know, Imma keep ranting! The ONE TIME I actually have even the slightest bit of a crush (cuz I...I just don't do that. I'm that one girl who likes boy stuff and hangs out with guys more than girls, plays sports on an all-boys baseball team and destroys them all...anyways), it turns out to lead to nothing. I actually think I've had this for a while now, but I'm not sure. We've just been really good friends since he came here, and I thought he might've liked me a little, and I hoped not because it would make everything so awkward...and then I started to like him back! I think...! I don't know! I need help!I hate having emotions like this! I'm not used to these girly feelings and crushes and liking boys and stuff. I don't go for all that mushy stuff. I even made a bet with a couple classmates that if I cried in "The Fault in Our Stars", which they made me read, that I would watch whatever chick-flick they want me to, but if I win they have to watch the Hetalia movie, the grudge, or play HetaOni...I'm sad, I know. I NEED TO SHUT UP! GOODNIGHT! I'M SOOO GOING TO REGRET POSTING THIS IN THE MORNING! Well, I guess it technically is morning now but still.............

~Shea